hurts :(

today i feel so bad. wanna cry, but i cant. i really really miss you boy. dunno what to do. just thinking of you, all the time.

rain fell slowly and i just transfixed. see the water drops and i feel so lonely. wind guts make me feel more calm, and the handphone is ringing.

beep beep. i see who sent me a message. hope that's was you, my sunshine after the rain. but.. damn. that's not you.

slowly, i invert my body, and cry.

dunno why, it feels very sore.